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February 3rd, 2008

09:55 pm - Stress Galore.

Erik l'ange,

I'm beginning to become very, very stressed.  Tomorrow's Monday and I didn't finish finding the words in my AP History book.  The teacher in that class is going to hate me for missing so much.  I didn't write a poem for advanced composition and the teacher in that class just tells me I missed her teachings and leaves it at that.  Not giving me any way of making things up.  I have to make up that chemistry test tomorrow some time and I have no flippin idea how to do PLUS make up all sorts of notes, labs, and who knows what else.  I have to make up another English test and hand in my poster...which I hate.  I can't draw anymore...I lost the ability. *sighs* I don't know how many days I have musical practice this week but Mr. Kelsey's going to hate me for missing so much.  They probably picked out solos for Lion King too...that would leave me with absolutely NO solos for show choir.  That would basically make me cry.  I'm sick of him ripping me off and not letting me sing.  *sighs heavily* Garry's taking up another class come Friday and he applied for a job and we hardly talk as it is.  I know he needs school and work...but still.  I miss him so much.

He called me today after rushing his cat to the vet when he found it bleeding from the mouth.  My heart was so broken after he called me.  I heard him cry for the first time and I wanted so much to be there to hold him and make him feel better.  His cat will be alright but the surgery that needs to be done is $500 and he's feeling the strains of having no money.  But it made me feel bad that we're so far apart...it's so much harder to help him that way.

It's overall been a bad day for me.  I'm PMSing, I'm grouchy, I'm stressed, I'm sad...but I know it won't last forever.  Come the end of this week and I should be fairly stress free...I hope.  Even so I just hope I can get through tomorrow without crying.

Until next time, I bid you goodbye,

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