10:29 am - Stress
So I'm trying so hard not to be too stressed today. Tomorrow I have to take my Chemistry test over all the stuff I taught myself...and what do you know? It's the 2nd hardest test of the year. So I'm going to fail it and get bad grades on all my papers then have to spend my Tuesdays in tutoring. *sighs heavily* I keep trying to remind myself that it's not a big deal...it's the beginning of the 9 weeks and I have plenty of time to raise my grade. But even then I still am stressing. That and I will be in school for 55 hours this week (unless we have a 2 hour delay or a snow day which doesn't look likely). I have 7 hour school days then 3 hour practices, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. So yeah...I won't get to talk to Garry much *sighs* I really miss him. I wish it was April right this second...I wish May was right around the corner so I could finally be held in his arms and plant kisses on his lips and feel alive again. It feels too far away :(
On top of it all, Justin was sick yesterday with a fever of 103...today he's sick with a fever of 100. And what do you know? My throat's been hurting since yesterday...and I'm trying not to let it grow to anything too horrible. Even if it does I'll be going to school...I'll go to practice too whether I sing or not. I can't get sick again. I feel like the teachers are mad enough at me for missing 4 days the other week. I hate school systems.
I continue to take a bunch of pictures with my new camera...waha.
Until next time, I bid you goodbye,