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January 3rd, 2008

12:46 pm - Sick

Erik l'ange,

Whoever invented soup was a God.  Soup is the best food in the world...light on the stomach, tasteful, filled with lots of nutrients, can't fry it...you'd have to work hard to make it unhealthy.  Soup rocks.  Especially when you have something like the stomach flu, such as I.  Tis not pleasant to wake up with shooting stomach pains and off and on headaches.

I did have a dream though, a very depressing dream.  I drempt mom left somewhere and we didn't have any furniture or anything.  I don't know who or what died but something did and I cried a lot.  Then dad came around and was in a weird mood...he told us that Cody died which made me almost cry again.  Sadly that's all I remember of the dream.  But it was sad!  Cody better not die.

Hope I'm not missing too much in school today.

Until next time, I bid you goodbye,


06:21 pm - Wow.

Erik l'ange,

I'd normally post something like this on randomshinyness but this was just too perfect not to post here.

What Kathryn Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

Not sure if anyone else agrees but that, to me, hits the nail on the head.

Until next time, I bid you goodbye,


10:13 pm - Good.

Erik l'ange,

Life is good.  I know, I know...just a few days ago I was telling you all how miserable life is and how I hate it.  Emotions are my downfall.  But right now I'm utterly happy.  2008 has been good to me so far...I realize we're only 3 days in, yet it's a good start.  Better than last year, anyways and I know this year will be better than last year.  For the first time since I can remember, I'm going into this year without the weights on my shoulders I had been carrying around for far, far too long.  I'm standing upright, tall, proud, and I can breathe happily and freely.  I'm going to be 17 soon.  I know it's young but it's at that age where people can't call me a kid or a child anymore.  I have to earn respect and honor now, I can't just have it handed to me.  17 opens me up to being treated more like an adult...not overly so, but enough.  That's what I expect anyways, but it most likely isn't true. especially where I live.  Yet at least I'm living off of hope and I'm forming my own plans and expectations...even if they're wrong, they're still my own.  On top of this new free, light feeling I feel I have an amazing boyfriend who will do ANYTHING to let me know I'm beautiful, smart, and important in this world no matter what it takes.  I have the freedom to change...to be myself and explore myself in ways I felt I couldn't before.  I have a dad who talks to me more...a dad I can go to when I'm sad or excited about something.  I have a dad who can relate to me unlike I ever expected and it's incredibly refreshing.  I have Amanda who has been through everything I have and more...I have her to go to when things get tough or when I need some reassurance that everything is normal.  I'm starting to dig deep into my soul...I'm beginning to decide for myself on very touchy and sometimes embarrassing subjects even if I can't quite talk about them freely yet.  I may get in touch with an old friend...she was our neighbor at the old house and like a sister to us.  She called us today but only talked to Emily...I hunted down her myspace and sent her a message and asked to be her friend.  I haven't got a reply yet and with my luck she never goes on that thing lol.  Yet the idea of it's exciting to me...she's going to be 15 on January 14th...that sounds way too old!  We haven't seen each other since we were...well about 3 years ago.  I haven't seen her in person since she was 12...as old as Justin!  God.  Time's going by way too fast.

My head's not hurting near as much anymore and I think a night's sleep will do me good combined with the day of rest.  Hopefully I'll get a musical practice schedule soon :)

Until next time, I bid you goodbye,

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