April 20th, 2006

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Not so happy

Erik l'ange,

This hasn't been a very good Thursday...okay not at all.  Nobody has really been happy today...everyone's been sad and I've been trying to help it but I know I can't.  I'm just the naive 15 year old little kid who doesn't know how to help anyone.  I overrreact to everything...I'm doing it now!  *sigh* I'm just tired of feeling so confused about everything...I feel like I can't find the words to say how I feel about almost everything...I feel like what I can say I'm not allowed to say because someone will end up angry with me.  I'm afraid to be myself, I've finally found myself and now I'm afraid to be myself.

Doom hour came early today....

Until next time, I bid you goodbye,

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